canada oh can i die?

don't really wanna be here but i'm stuck here and i can't really do anything on my own and then i also can't use my phone cause i'm in international waters now which makes everything kinda feel like i'm floating off into an ocean on a little boat that can't fight the tide any more with my little boat's little oars. here's a picture of one time when i was really happy. here's a picture of one time when i was being a little less dramatic: