Friday, April 17, 2009

please tell me how to get my zen on

lately i have been experiencing my very strong tendency to not let go of shit. i've been working on being small, being meek, being completely reactionless. this, it turns out, is a lot harder for me than i had generally assumed, before i got out here. have you ever tried to not defend yourself when you felt attacked? its turning out to be quite the difficult challenge.

1 comment:

  1. hmm...how about the words "you're right."
    quite submissive...but it would end it. Or "okay, whatever you say boss.", or "yes ma'am." You don't have to be right...and are you really being 'attacked'? No...verbally, yes, but it is not a matter of life or death..grain of salt... humorous... laughable... miniscule.

    or go the other route and say "fuck you" or "I'm gone" and leave the farm and get on a plane and fly back to NM right in time for the warm weather and move into a house with me and Arthur!

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