i'd rather be ashes than dust

portland is a bunch of people hanging out non stop all the time like a lot of people and i like a lot of them but i think its too much for me. i am still feeling in transit and not settled and not knowing what's going on ever sleep deprived and confidence drained, it is great and it will be greater when things are a little more settled. keeping my eyes out for neon rainbows and striped rocks.